Lately I have been filming my own film “Drowning” for the past few weeks. And we are mostly done with the filming. This week I have been filming for another film “By Morning”acting as a Yakuza bodyguard  for a film by a local director here in SF. And after a few weeks, I will be going down to LA/SD to start another film “the High Tower” in which I will portray a long-time Chinese gangster as one of the main roles of the film. After writing/producing/directing “Drowning” for the past few weeks, I am really drained and tired from all the work. Organizing everything, getting everybody/everything in place... it's been a real humbling experience and i realize it's so hard doing everything yourself. Luckily I got an awesome DP in Pete helping me shooting some awesome footage. Learning a lot on the way, it's been a real good experience and i think i will definitely carry this with me in the future. Feeling exhausted, down, beat up, everything... But i still want to stand, and improve everyday. I must say i do doubt myself and question my decision making, and maybe it's time to try something else. But I won't be satisfied until I've done everything to pursue my dreams, if then, to no avail, then maybe it's time to shut it down. For now, keep the hustling, and never look back.